bleahs

im so bored at home.
finished work and realised ive got nothing to do at home.
wanted to talk with jj.
but things got screwed-like owaes.
i dont understand
why cant he just sms me at times?
hes kinda like a liar.
e promise is empty, i feel
i dunno if its even going to be carried out
mayb like wot penny said of hers.
no return.no turning back.
mayb tt shld b e way i carry out my life.
w/o a relationship.
since i already feel i aint even in one.
why?